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Saturday, February 14, 2015

14th. Feb. 2014

Here i go, went to the college this day, a day of love, VALENTINE's day. But no excitement, just a normal day for me as always, empty class. One by one my friends enter the class. By the time class to start many students entered and left the class. I was watching all that happening. Most of the students decided to not attain the class and left. as the the time passed, She entered the class. When i saw her coming, i was like stopped. That moment I was thinking if she was really looking that beautiful or was that the effect of this love day.

I felt like i started living. I started feeling the joy of love. No one notice but i was, my mind was, everything was concentrated on her. Class started with only few students in class while everyone were busy with each other. After sometime everything went away. Felt like just her around. I was amused to see us alone in class. I gathered some courage and moved to her step by step. Only thing moving fast was my heart that ran so fast, moved miles from me and had reached her long ago before I did.

Making myself as strong as possible, I reached her. When she looked at me, it felt like we were in some garden, a garden with beautiful multicolored flowers, birds singing, butterflies in flowers, beautiful stream and love flowing with the wind all over. She was looking as an angel to me. It really is difficult to express that moment in words. That was just wow moment. I moved closer to her. I took her hands on my hands, looking into her eyes, deep into her eyes I saw myself and there in my eyes I could see her smiling face. I felt like lost into her eyes.

Suddenly she spoke, "What are you looking for?" I replied, "Myself, I just lost myself in your beauty, in your eyes, in your smile." She smiled and said, "So do I." That was heavenly moment. That beautiful garden turned into the most beautiful place I ever had seen. Every thing was just like a dream.

I felt that this is the moment and started telling her my feelings, " Feel everything around is blank, nothing around, then slowly a blow of warmth touches you, feels like went away from your heart. Someone garbed your hands. Finally a little light enter your eyes and you see beautiful colors combinations, flowers, smell their fragrance and listen pleasant music. you turn all around and see someone standing so close to you , someone whom you always wanted to be with you. I am now feeling the same how you would feel then. I really mean that what you are saying." She suddenly stopped me and said, "Just say it."

I stopped and stayed still for a while, took a long breath and spoke, "I.. Em.. I LOVE YOU." We were continuously looking at each other. After a while she hugged me with her face on my chest.

I closed my eyes and raised my hands to grab her around my arms. Nothing around mattered to us. I was enjoying that moment with her in my arms.. I asked her, "Do you love me too?". She said, "Do I need to answer." " No, you don't need to. Just stay like this forever." I said. She tightened her grab and said, "Don't you leave me ever". I said, "NEVER".

Suddenly someone called my name. I looked around but saw no one. Again called with even louder voice this time. I again looked around but saw nobody. I saw she was walking away from me. I tried to stop her but I was helpless, I couldn't speak. Flowers got black and dry, birds changed into monsters, shiny day changed into dark nights. I heard someone saying, "Oi, ka classma sutira, utth, class suru hne time vayo(Hey, why are you sleeping in class, wake up its time for class to start)." I opened my eves and looked around. There were only few students but she was not there. I felt sad and couldn't concentrate on my study. I got out of class room and left for home.